Insert cheesy "woman needing discipline" joke here!
Being put on a pedestal can have a downside!
Wanting to touch him and hold him, not wanting to be apart like a 15 year old girl. It's important to point out we fall like this maybe once a year but the infrequency means the whole is so much worse.
All good fuel for the next brethren book I suppose, sliding back into it is feeling very good, with a bit of distance the feeder story is falling together much better but I'm finding some lovely inspiration on tumbler
Got to admire some peoples photo shop skills
However, Know this Ben!
While you're wasting your time in your silly creative writing evening class, surrounded by middle class, talentless wannabes, just like yourself. I'm published, all of my aliases are above a 4.5 average on Goodreads and you can go fuck yourself!
26 is falling into place which is nice, because I can use it as a distraction a bit like meditation, tuning in to a story in my head is like listening to music it's a good counterbalance.
I've always been curious how I've worked with the reality of severe illness and disability all my working life, giving me an understanding of just how miserable and painful it can be, either to be helpless yourself of care for some one who needs specialist equipment, but be able separate the equipment and practices so effectively in my mind from their intended purpose.
Where would you even start explaining that you find this arousing but only in the right context!
Anyway to recharge my batteries I've even shut down my laptop. I'm laying around eating junk and I've even shut down everything but my iPod. My brain is effectively in neutral with just cruising eBay, skinning up and trying to connect with Christmas to occupy the few brain cells I have bothered to switch on. Wading through pages and pages on eBay can yield rewards. I love it when you find a fellow kinkster having a clear out. I was watching a fab black latex kimono which I've missed out on but the seller has lots of gear up for sale. From what I can gather they are a large male cross dresser with a taste for latex and antique fishing gear!
Some one in touch with their shadow side, good for them !
A couple of hints about themes for book 26