Bugger, looked like a bloke on the thumbnail!
No point pretending any more, I'm a bitch!
Anyway, having discovered this jolly little past time I've got a couple of regular guys who like to play sub. Dolly is my favourite, I like making him cum and I feel like I want to explore this further by writing a Brethren strand with male victims. Ideally I want to take a month off from the real world just to write and get all of these ideas out of my head but I can guarantee if I did I wouldn't apply myself and it would be a waste. I tend to be one of those people who need motivation and being home some for too long sends me crazy so I just need to get organised and try to put some time into all three projects.
Brethren, life in bondage. Book 24: A very juicy journey around an art gallery, playing with more rubber and cock sucking.
"The proper novel"
This picture has no relevance to the proper novel, I just like it!
I just want to do them all as much as each other but however much I know the proper novel needs moving forward, I'm horny as hell and want to be totally Fb. I'm in a hormonal vicious circle again, not a bad state of affairs if I'm honest!!
Just to reassure you all I'm not playing on whisper behind The Boss's back! He knows damn well it gets me wet and he's happy to take advantage! But he likes to add a little something. Being gagged and shackled while playing and only being released if I make a stranger cum is a favourite if he catches me and I haven't told him what I'm up to. I also have to keep a record of the number mid week so he can extract payment for so much freedom at the weekends. We haven't had a chance to play a full on 72 hour game but we've set a date for a long one. Some couples go on holiday we stay at home and play. Both are about stress release in a way. Speaking of which I had a fun night out with colleagues, got absolutely hammered I have big blanks about the night itself but apparently I didn't make to much of an ass of myself. I think I rather told one guy my life story because I remember him having that "aww poor you" look on his face. I tend to forget I have a different life view to most. I tend to be a bit matter of fact about things others find upsetting. And if you say everything's cool and really you're a happy bunny, they all assume you're being brave. I'm not, I'm just one lucky son of a bitch, but they do say the devil looks after his own!! Trust me, I haven't had half the crap other people have and often I've been the author of my own bad fortune.
The author of my own downfall!
I think I probably said too much to this guy because I want to know more about him. I'm convinced he's got a kink, is there such a thing as kinkdar? Travels a lot, has very specific tastes and just has that camp tweak that says he's not vanilla. I always find making small bits of contact with others fascinating. Never having been part of a scene or anything other than electronic and written contact outside of playing with the boss means I like just like dipping my toe in the water. It's part of the reason I like reviews, I like to know I'm making people happy, that they're enjoying themselves, I love the idea of making complete strangers cum.
I wonder why my brain works that way? Why I get so much pleasure from others cumming?
I live to be used when I'm Fb!
Of course nothing days have draw backs. If I'm off work and on my own in the house I have a pretty set pattern. Enema, clamps and wearing toys but if the boss is off too and we're not playing, just chillin always end up with me cruising for toys and coming up with reasons why I need everything on my wish list in every shop ever, there's even the danger of wandering onto axsmar which is guaranteed to start me drooling, a bracelet to match my anklet and collar perhaps?.
Or maybe some other metal work?
These look fun!
The bardex creates such amazing heavy cramps, the full feeling I love, I make myself turn the vacuum tubes on my nipples to full before releasing. An intense weekly treat!
Coffee for preference.
Well as predicted my shopping wish lists are now full, time to go see if any of my stable are online. I will tell the boss and he will think up a way to exploit my new hobby, it's a hard life being a slut.