Friday, 5 September 2014

The main achievement of today was getting number 20 out and I'm pleased to say 21 is already writing itself. This is probably because I'm more than just a bit obsessive about sex at the moment, there's serious stuff I should be concentrating on, big, life changing stuff but I'm not sure if it's in spite off, or even because of, my mind is deliberately distracting itself but I'm so in the mindset to spend the weekend getting my freak on.

Here I am just ready to be used

The boss, who fortunately is very tuned in to my need to play, has jumped on board the idea of over indulging in a lot of bondage sex and today left me a set of instructions to follow while he was at work. I'm not back at work till Monday now so I'm free to do as I please. I took care of the last of my obligations which meant contact with the outside world, so now he can lock me away and make me suffer, bliss! I have to confess I did answer an important work email wearing a butt plug and take a couple of deliveries wearing nipple clamps but now it's proper game on. My guess is he wrote his instruction before coming to bed last night and for the boss were quite detailed, he even kindly left gear ready for me. 

Be a good girl Fb and I'll make you very happy...

First thing was a pair of vacuum tubes waiting on my bedside cabinet with a note saying they were to be worn until the first delivery arrived. I'm a creature of habit so the boss knew damn well I was in for two very uncomfortable hours. Photographic proof of the blood they drew made him very happy and the instruction to swap the tubes for clamps and the promise of a caning if wasn't wearing the fat purple butt plug when he got home.

If you'd worn the fat one it wouldn't hurt so much cuz you'd be all stretched out and ready!!

I'm pretty sure the second delivery guy noticed the clamps through my top but if I'm honest I liked the idea. The Boss was pleased to see I'd obeyed when he got home and rewarded me with the remote control vibe which he's steadily draining the battery on. I don't think he's given me ten minutes piece and apart from being allowed to change butt plugs, he told me the clamps are to stay on till bed time. It's not worth trying to reposition them to ease the pain they're causing, releasing them is just excrutiating. God I want to cum so badly but once we're in full on gaming mode I'm not allowed to masturbate so I'm having to resort to grinding and clenching like some fucking bitch in heat!! I've also got a big new batch of porn so, not getting off is going to be a real struggle. 

I do tend towards obedience when the boss has got his serious game head on, he's not one for symbolic punishments, if I'm caught making myself cum he will make me sorry. He has a real thin cane which I hate and he loves! He has even on occasions got sufficiently angry to ban me orgasms of any kind for whole games and on a couple of occasions weeks! 

I think this is the first time when gaming I've had the time to blog, as well as write so hopefully I'm going to be lucky enough to get myself lost in being the bosses oh so obedient fuck bitch!!!! You can't get a better stress reliever. Work can have me Monday but for these four days I am my owners toy. Some nice weed is going to make it even more awesome.

Locked away in the house kept as his personal sex slave, luck, luck me....

I can't wait for tomorrow no obligations so I can devote myself to my libido, I shall follow any instructions my boss leaves, along with a deep enema and some layering of soft rubber. Saturday will the restrictive gear for me, Sunday will be the shiny gear for the boss. My guess is that the boss's choice of butt plug means he wants me stretched for some anal, oh god I do hope so....

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