Anyway, the upside to being busy today was the fact that I did it all whilst wearing my lovely new butt plug!! It felt soo nice, pushing it into place, the slight sting as the wide part slid past my ring, then the constant feeling of pressure holding it wide. It literally kept me on my toes because sitting down soon became uncomfortable. Knowing the Boss and his taste for fucking me in the ass I need to start a regime of stretching and cleaning, that way when the game starts I can be in control and make sure it's always ready for him to use.
Okay, I admit I like the feeling of inflicting this kind of regime on myself, it adds to the anticipation and feeling of submission. As each bit of my day is slowly consumed by these kind of thing, so is my identity. The spanking bench is also a big reminder of things to come, every time I walk past the dining room I can see it, set up in the middle of the room!
No writing done yet today but maybe I'll have time this evening, I'm avoiding looking at my sales for this month, my serial returner is continuing to make their way through the entire series. I can see you, somewhere in the uk getting your jollies from each book in turn then returning them, cheers dude luv u too!!
Ah well, no point moaning. Something dawned on me yesterday, I can understand not selling in countries where English isn't the first language but I've never sold anything in Australia. I guess I need to do some marketing there but I always fuck it up, something to think about in the new year maybe.
Just a couple of days till Christmas, 7 days till the game, can't wait!!!
I think Steinmetz is a bit crazy, in my head he's starting to obsess about owning a mermaid
I'm also toying with the idea of him making animals not just dolls......